Anyeonghaseyo everyone ;) haha, sorry for being in invisible mood for
a period of time. And many thanks to those ask how am I doing and why so silent
recently.
I’m sorry guys, just been busy with work and some personal works
lately, despite that I’m doing all fine, happy as before J. Don’t worry too much,
I won’t commit suicide for someone who betrayed my love, friendship and my
sacrifices, anyway let’s don’t talk about that and talk something else which is
more interesting. Life must move on people and don’t ever let something block
your path to move on further to your future.
I’m much more happier now with my single now to be honest, nothing to
worry about, no one to worry about, no reporting and it’s seems like cool to
me. Well, I won’t say I’ll never fall in love anymore but just taking a time
for myself perhaps. There’s few time I told that I don’t want to fall in the
trap anymore but ended with loving someone haha so giving the circumstances,
yes I’ll fall in love with the right person when the right time comes and when I
feel it’s the time.
For me, I don’t want to rush and I know I’m not young anymore. I’m going
to be turn to 24th coming this October so as much as I concern about
the time and at the same time I do concern about my happiness too, I promise to
myself to not myself anymore and to allow myself to have some time to relax.
I don’t know what made to think or act this way but I would rather say
it is how I am supposed to be; recently I came to realize I’m closer to god and
shining with his blessing. Started to prioritize my parents and family, spend
time with them and I do realize that happiness is the only that we cannot buy
in the world and every problem has a solution, so what for stress myself over
the limit and torture myself when I know there’s solution for it.
Despite all of it, I trust in god more than before. Even though I can
see him (god) in real life but he is always in my heart and blessing me all the
time. For me, god is always there for me during my happy and sad time or even
problem time, he always show me the right way to go through it. You might ask
me how I know? I can’t answer that with a precise answer but I know because I
can feel it the way he leads me in my life, whenever he think that what I want
is not the right thing for me, he’ll do something to get my mind away.
All I can say now is I’m happy with my life now and yes there are few
guys who like me but all I can say to them is I’m only able to be in friends
zone for now, no more than that and as much I say that I do have feelings for
this one guy haha, I’m such a bitch. I don’t want to deny my own feelings but
at the same time I hold with my promise. Let me tell you guys more about this
guy yar!
Until then, so &
so
PP
