Coming out…
I’m ready to come out actually!
After all this tough years struggling to show my true identity but with
condition of course. I cant just go out and tell people that I’m day, gile
aper!
When I realised that I am gay,
the first thing that was crossed my mind how should I tell parents about this,
you know lah all this kampung old people. Imagine if I tell them that Im gay
and they will be like “what was that? Food or something?” But compare to
current calture, we all know what is that mean, even a kid know what is that.
I have been struggling with my
own feeling by covering up with people around me and all of you guys are under
same tunnel, arent you guys? I think Im gay for the passed 13 years and the
first person know that I’m gay is my foster sister and she accept me as I am
and some of my friends know which I couldn’t care much, you know lah all this
chinese thinking!
I haven’t think about coming out
for so many years, but until recently, when I moved in to stay with my family
member and started to have some problem but she said she knew that I’m gay and
het know my boyfriend too. Well, why I move in at the first place is a entirely
different story.
So when we started to have
problem and my bf knew about it because I share everything with him and this is
when I decided that I’m ready to coe out actually. My parents aware of the
issue but didn’t know what I am but I bet one day she’ll definitely tell them
which I’m ready to face it.
I know it’s not a nice thing to
know by the parents but how long I need to run from the reality, I’m tired and
can’t afford to run anymore. Well, I’m prepared myself to face the worst and
not worry at all, I have got a good career with a good position and pay, have
all the contigency plan ready and above all, have a full supportive boyfriend
who stood beside me all times.
So this is it, I don’t care
anymore and I’m ready to come out!
Until
then,
So
& So
The Legend Prince
