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Sunday, February 5, 2012

Things just didn't work out...


Sorry for being away for a while, I'm just too much busy with my life! Everything is seems so rushing in my life but things just didn't work out between me and Alif recently until we reached the point where needed to make a ultimate decision by me.

Alif just doesn't know what he want in his life and to be honest, he never love me at all for over the 1 year but he be with me just as friend. Well, I'm not blame him because I know love can't be force but it must grow itself in heart.

But I believe that 1 year time is indeed sufficient to understand a person feelings towards you and I'm tired to expressing my feelings at Alif. I though he'd love me but I was wrong and it was total misunderstanding by me he told me. He did everything just as as friend so which mean I'm the one who acted like stupid and putting love on him!

I'm tired of sacrificing for protect this relationship all this while but I never see Alif effort to make things better. There's no point only one person sacrifice in a relationship and at last I made a ultimate decision to end this relationship and because friend as he always wanted, he agree for it and seems really happy too.

I'm sad, yes! But 80% I'm happy at least I no need to worry about to protect this relationship alone and I'm happy because I know I made a right decision. New relationship, not at this point of stage I say but I may review it in future as there's a cool and romantic guy putting his effort to get me name, ken! Mix Japanese, tall, very tall 194cm which I'm not up to his shoulder. Let's talk more about him later and welcome me back to SINGLE life!!!

8 comments:

Nu'MaN said...

Emmm x sabar nak tengok pic Ken tue nanti .. huhu ..fyi ..be strong

Abang Zai said...

Haiyo..u ok Pat. Previoulsy, I tot u texted me for the good news. Sorry to hear this honey.

Ken? Uh, after me...he's chasing u (ahaks3)

Naga Sepi said...

Dik, those are the facts of life...satu je Daus nak bitau, it's His LOSS...not urs....for me, u are one of the nicest and the best friend i ever had...so be strong and be thankful that u still have a great life....

Ken??? woot woot...interestingggggg :))

Naga Sepi said...

Dik, those are the facts of life...satu je Daus nak bitau, it's His LOSS...not urs....for me, u are one of the nicest and the best friend i ever had...so be strong and be thankful that u still have a great life....

Ken??? woot woot...interestingggggg :))

Prince Patrick said...

Numan: Hahah asik nak gambo jew kerja dier...

Abg Z: I'd but it changed at the end. Thanks, I'll be

Daus: Thanks bang Daus, happy that you're still there for me :)

Calvin said...

Sorry to hear this but as I always say, a relationship takes both parties to work things out. Hope you're fine and may you find a suitable one in future. :)

Prince Patrick said...

Calvin: Yes, you're right though. A suitable one again? Hahaha I'm tired so better take rest hehe

Prince Patrick said...

Calvin: Yes, you're right though. A suitable one again? Hahaha I'm tired so better take rest hehe