Coming Out....

Coming out…

I’m ready to come out actually! After all this tough years struggling to show my true identity but with condition of course. I cant just go out and tell people that I’m day, gile aper!

When I realised that I am gay, the first thing that was crossed my mind how should I tell parents about this, you know lah all this kampung old people. Imagine if I tell them that Im gay and they will be like “what was that? Food or something?” But compare to current calture, we all know what is that mean, even a kid know what is that.

I have been struggling with my own feeling by covering up with people around me and all of you guys are under same tunnel, arent you guys? I think Im gay for the passed 13 years and the first person know that I’m gay is my foster sister and she accept me as I am and some of my friends know which I couldn’t care much, you know lah all this chinese thinking!

I haven’t think about coming out for so many years, but until recently, when I moved in to stay with my family member and started to have some problem but she said she knew that I’m gay and het know my boyfriend too. Well, why I move in at the first place is a entirely different story.

So when we started to have problem and my bf knew about it because I share everything with him and this is when I decided that I’m ready to coe out actually. My parents aware of the issue but didn’t know what I am but I bet one day she’ll definitely tell them which I’m ready to face it.

I know it’s not a nice thing to know by the parents but how long I need to run from the reality, I’m tired and can’t afford to run anymore. Well, I’m prepared myself to face the worst and not worry at all, I have got a good career with a good position and pay, have all the contigency plan ready and above all, have a full supportive boyfriend who stood beside me all times.

So this is it, I don’t care anymore and I’m ready to come out!

Until then,

So & So

The Legend Prince

Love or Lust....?

Love or Lust? …

I often wonder with some people whether are they truly in love or just lust. Im not talkning about me haha because I already married to my huasband of course which is a lifelong love, cannot belok2 one!

Korang tau kan there are many terms for relationship especially for gay, LTR, Open Relationship, ONS and so many. But this is especially for those in LTR yet still on grindr, hornet and other gays apps which is available for download free.

I mean, I don’t accuse anyone nor saying they are not faithful to their partner but do you really need that kind of social stuff even after you have someone in your life? So, I’d some survey about this and some of them answer me with a surprise answer.

20% of them answer me saying they looking for friends in the app but my question is, do you really need to looking for in that way? I mean make friends are good because we do and I do need friend also but there approriate way looking for friends tho.

10% of them told me just for time pass, nothing much. Just launch the app and see who is online or stalking that all. Macam takleh nak caye jew dok lepak lah konon haha.

The balance 70% was shocked me, they were there looking for fun actually. I was like what the fuck! They why you’re even in the relationship with your partner? Does it really call love or lust? I mean this is crazy and what is wrong with this people. You already have someone for your to suck and fuck, or get fucked if you’re bottom of course…oh damn, my husband and me got so much skill on bed now! Ok lets not go there!!!!

Are those guy really good compared to what your partner can offer you? The most important that is love not sex, I mean sex is a requirement for love but don’t be a slave for sex. Entahlah, rase jijik kot having sex with strangers and imagine when you having sex and imagining your partner. Oh my god, I can never imagining cheating my husband even after I die because I love him so much more than my soul.

Hahaha all the fish at my kaki...

I might be a tradition type when it comes to relationship and all this social application but still can’t accept the excuses for having those apps after you in a relationship. What you guys think?

Until then,

So & So

The Legend Prince

New Hobby

New Hobby

Hi guys, new year treat all of you well? Oh yeah, I wanted to ask what was your new year resolution? Have you guys achieved last year resolution or push forward this year? Hahaha even I pushed forward to this year…nak six pack konon….hahah padahal stay 1 pack jew….laki jew yang fit sekarang…hari2 dok boxing atas katil….

Anyway, I have so much to write but due to time limitation, so much pending in my head. New semestar just started, so many planning for travel with husband. Seriously kot, dulu tak pernah nak fikir pasal travel sebab dah kinda confortable with the busy life.

But after kenal husband yang suka travel and kerje plak in a hotel line kan, haruslah gunakan chance yang ada haha. So far we’re yet to travel to oversea, we went to PD for 3 days but it was really fun, nothing to complaint.

When it comes to travel, all I need to do is to tell him where I wish to go, the next thing is you’ll get all the information from him. Most of the time, erkkkk all the time he is the pro in planning in travel so I just goyang kaki jewlah haha. About the cost, we normally share half like I pay for flight and he pay for the accomodation.

And guess what, this was my new hobby now and cant wait to explore the world together with him. Its going to be the most wonderful experience to travel along with the one I love the most in my life after my parents.

So, the next destination is Kuching. Leaving end of this month and will be there for 3 days and the next honeymoon maybe at Bali haha! Bang Dam jangan meroyan yer kalau tak jadi ke bangkok!

Until then,

So & So

The Legend Prince

Merry Xmas & Happy Ho Ho Holiday

Merry Xmas & Happy Ho Ho Holiday

Well hello there, time really moving really fast huh and it’s time for Xmas gift people! Even I’m not christian but in a way I’m chindian MURTAD  like my boyfriend always say haha.

Last year xmas I bought myself iPhone 5s but this year, god gave me a big and unvaluable and most precious gift for me, which is HIM. In my life, I never thought that I’ll get such a person like him, well dalam mimpi always do lah kan but in reality nan hado haha!

He have been sacrfice his needs (sometime) just to make me happy, well it’s true what people said, LOVE need requires SACRIFICES. Money is not a big deal for me because for me money can be earn anytime but the happiness when you get to see on your love one, that’s priceless.

To those who thinking and asking ans saying that Im actually kicking my parents aside after I met him, well thanks for the advice but I know my responsibilities and im not wish you speak out what I did for them because that between me and my parents.

Back to the topic, so for this year Xmas, well can deem as new year gift, I bought him a iPhone 6. He wanted to buy it actually but just that he was financial tight that time and his 4s , owh good jesus! So I just can’t bear seeing him suffering with that phone, I decided to purchase him iphone 6 quitely and present it to him haha he was speechless and the best part is, I recorded his reaction and it was that funny!

And for me this year was a big jackpot haha! He bought me Apple TV and just only on Monday, he bought me my wishlist, MacBookPro with Retina display. I wanted it for so long and I told him many, many time till my air liur kering you know. And guess what, he bought it for me already haha.

So, I would say this year is a big big surprise for me. Gila tak surprise meh got all I wanted, so fun siao weh hahaha. If anyone want a happy life, go pray2 a lot hokey.

Anyway, wishing all my friend and readers advance Merry Xmas and Happy Holiday. May next year be good to all of you and god bless everyone ^_^

Until then,

So & So

The Legend Prince

New Toy is Here

Hey peeps,

This is just testing first post from my new toy - MacBookPro!

Long way to explore the contents thought, but all he future post will be posted through this.

All thanks to my boyfriend for giving me this Xmas gift ^_^......

Dont disturb me for now, busy with transferring important files haha.

See you guys soon!

Until then,

So & So

The Legends Price

Do we fight?

Do we fight?

Question: Hi Pat, do you and your boyfriend fight?

Oh yes, we love fighting…errrr, no, it’s me love fighting haha!

Oh come on, who doesn’t fight? Bukan yang fight sampai berdarah lah ngok..siao meh….just arguments lah haha. I mean, what a relationship can be like without arguments, its kinda boring tho.

Me and him do argue for many stuff and mainly is me lor… I’m the type of who want everything to be on time and he is like the person who likes to own sweet time. If 5 to 10 minutes, I still can endure but him ya’allah! He will never be ontime, sometime aku balik with him and I off work at 5pm and he is at 6pm.

Scene 1

Me: B, what time balik today?

R: Balik awal lah at 6pm.

Me: Ok, I wait you lah mcm tu b…..

Me kinda person who always be sharp on time and aku akan tunggu lah at 6pm, then 610pm then 6.20pm, then 645pm and he’ll show up at 7pm finally. I’ll like perempuan lepas bersalin lah what else. Gila meh wait for 1 hour so we fight lah, I’ll be burning like hell that time.

Since the day I know him, I know his passion is travel and he’d travel to Tokyo I think on October and I just like alright fine, you can go. And his friend planned a trip to GuangZhou on December, one day he come and told me his plan joining the trip. Apa lagi, world war 3 lah

Scene 2

R: B, my friend want to sponsor me for a trip to GuangZhou with his gf and friend.

Me: What! Hell no! (Not that because I don’t trust me, I trust him more than I trust myself)

R: Why? It’s free, I just need to pay for my flight RM300.

Me: And I said NO, you heard me! You want my consent and I said NO!!! (Tahap Volcano)

R: Why? I need the reason…..

Me: Because I don’t like, and you promised me no travel without me but you breaking it now.

R: We can go next time kan!

Me: Yes, WE can go next time but you cannot go this time!

R: I want to know why?

Me: Enough, you choose either me or the trip! (What the fuck I just said? Damn it, I dead, he is going to kill me).

**Moment of silent – the argument went on and on haha

This can be consider the worst fight or argument ever, I’ll do another entries for this!

Ok, how many of you normally use Waze? And how many of you get to your location correctly with Waze? But seriously, trust me, my boyfriend can be annoying when it comes to waze. He can just not get the road or direction right even with Waze, how frustrating is that?!!!

There was this one day we wanted to go to IOI Mall at Putrajaya using waze, he key-in the details and I’ll be the normally driving, and this is what happen!

Scene 3

R: B…..we’re heading to wrong IOI Mall lah haha

Me: what the hell…..it’s already half way….dah get the direction right!

R: Ok….(with the annoying poyo face)

Me: alamak jem lah b…..errrkkkk geram!

R: ok go straight, keep left….erk…salah masuk jalan lah

Me: b….what is wrong with you lah….I’m tired lah nak pusing2 ni…

R: It’s not me…it’s the waze (what the hell, your foot!!!)

R: ok….go straight…stay in centre….eh eh eh why tak masuk simpang tadi!

Me: what the fuck! Did you heard yourself? Tengok map pon tak pandai…stupid! Now have to make a U-turn lagi….geram lah mcm ni….(technically half shouting)

R: *throw the phone to me – tgk lah sendiri

Me: (Fuck it….buang hp at the back seat)

After finding the road BY MYSELF, we ended up at the stupid IOI Mall….and we walk on our own, couldn’t bother much! Lantak ko lah mamat….I’m going to walk inside, you do what you want!! So I just walk myself and after 5 minutes, I was actually want to kencing….want to letop already leh!!!

Me: B…where are you!!! (with no line)

R: At H&M B (after 5 mins)

Me: macibai tol……(in hati lah)

Here’s the thing, my fight or argument is only for 5 to 10 minutes only because I couldn’t afford to waste too many time. I want to spend more time with him, quality time I mean! People often said, the more you argue, the more you get to know the person, well I’m not sure whether he know me or not, but I learn a lot about him haha.

Until then,

So & So

The Legend Prince